Journal entry, 17th Feb 2022
20 minutes to find my breath
Where does it live?
Where is it?
Where does it hid?
head pressing against the earth,
I lie restless, fickle, anxious
Solidity in radius/ ulna against the floor at right angles, like an anchor providing weight and security,
now we're talking ………………………
Should I start up, or down
I feel submerged in my own weight,
Upright I feel exposed, too performative
Lying on the floor, I am a puddle