Finding Softness

Journal entry, 17th Feb 2022

Softness Falling

20 minutes to find my breath

Where does it live?

Where is it?

Where does it hid?

head pressing against the earth,

I lie restless, fickle, anxious

Solidity in radius/ ulna against the floor at right angles, like an anchor providing weight and security,

now we're talking ………………………

Should I start up, or down

I feel submerged in my own weight,

Upright I feel exposed, too performative

Lying on the floor, I am a puddle